Guess who's back...fat again....

I fought with whether or not I wanted to created new blog. Coming back to this one is just a reminder of how far I had failed myself. I gained every single pound, and then some, back. It's a rancid bit of cake to swallow. So here I am. Starting over and trying to get back on the treadmill. It's only been a week of me actually focusing and trying. But this first week has yielded a 5 pound loss. I'll take it! That's solely staying under 1600 calories a day using the Lose It! app, and having a phenomenal group of women take this journey with me. Being able to post in the group or send off a text has been an incredible tool. I have no doubts I will get back to my original 60 pounds and beyond to my ultimate goal of 120. For those curious, yes that will be healthy for me. I have a lot to lose. I'll get there slowly. If only I had the ambition to incorporate exercise. Last time I used Wii Fit to get fit. This time I don't have that. I also don't have the house to myself anymore. That means I'm very limited to what I can do. Being told I sound like a herd of elephants while working out is NOT as helpful as it sounds. So for now, I'll continue to keep my eating under control and then bring in the physical portion. No, really... I will!