My legs are like jelly and I'm not even standing up. It poses the question, am I too old for this? It seemed so much easier when I was 32... I'm only 33, but really. Have I passed the point where this is going to be "easy"? Okay, so it's never been easy.. it's been challenging the whole way. But now it just seems unbelievebly hard to get myself back there. Maybe that's because I underestimated it. Maybe it's because I've been this weight since I was 18 and my body has a "memory" for it and I just need to increase my commitment. But can I? Do I still have it in me to do it? Yes! Yes I do! See that's my fingers talking... Can I? Can I really? That's my brain talking.
I can only just keep plugging away. Avoiding temptation, stay within the moderation. Nothing worth it was ever easy.
I just gotta keep telling myself that!
On a plus side, hooray for Benefiber drink sticks!
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