This'll be short and sweet because I feel like shit but I might as well update because 32 freaking pounds are GONE off my body. That feels incredible to say... and when I say it I feel great until I look in a mirror and still see there is a fat girl standing there. I wish I had taken a pic of myself in the mirror with just my bra and undies (for myself of course, not for the public to see!) because I still don't see it even though I do feel it. I've been trying to stay on course, but I've relaxed alot and can mentally count my calories instead of having to plug in everything in my iPod. I can feel my arms are much stronger, and I don't tire nearly as easily as I once did. All the yard work I did this weekend and I barely broke a sweat chucking those rocks UP the hill or chopping and hauling prickers from the backyard. Now I feel good I have so many plans for our land... and know I can do it without killing myself. I'm still upset that I was denied the Meridia and wonder where I would be if I could have had it. But can't dwell too long or I'll be sabotaged.
Hopefully my next update and I'll be another 3lbs down so I'll have reached the next little goal. I started in the 50's, made it thru the 40's, 30's, now 20's, and just 3lbs away from being in the 10's. Bring it. I'm ready!
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