It's been a while since I last posted, big surprise right? Ugh. I just have no mind for it anymore and quite honestly it's become a chore. But. I gotta do it. Just like I gotta do Gilad tomorrow because I haven't done it since LAST WEEK because I am a lazy heifer cow. I hate it when I'm lazy like this. It just makes me feel worse about myself and the guilt sets in. Guilt is the worst. Okay, not THE worst because that honor is reserved for stepping on the scale. But anyways, I didn't start writing tonight because I have to bitch.
On the contrary, I have good news. At least for today... I am 2lbs away from my first "big" goal of 30 pounds. I shit you not. Despite the fact we went to Fenway and ate Papa Ginos cheese pizza most of the time and had one loaded terriyaki chicken grinder... I lost more weight and am so close to hitting that goal. Now, according to the Wii, I already have but that lets me subtract 2 lbs for my 3oz of clothes. And I know my clothes don't weigh 2lbs because I weighed them on my food scale. Yup I did. So I don't really count it. But 2lbs away! Then I'll be on to the next, 25lb goal.
But before you go hating my success... take some comfort in the fact I gorged on CHINESE tonight for supper. Yup. The only thing that saved me from total destruction? I put on a pair of my size 18's which were a little snug in the waist and they prevented me from completely overeating. But it was good. It was sooooooooooo good. I don't dare look up the calories!
Anyways, there is my little update. Tomorrow I will have to force myself to Gilad... I should just think... 25lbs to my next goal... and I'll be back to what I was when I met Brad. From there... it's a whole new world. Maybe by next year at this time I'll be what I was when I got pregnant with Aidan. Maybe I shouldn't jinx myself LOL
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